Acceptance
San Ramon, CA, November 24, 2003
On Monday, November 24, Amma's fall tour
of the world started on the last leg of its journey with the first
day of darshan at San Ramon. Morning darshan ushered numerous newcomers
into Amma's welcoming arms.
Mahatmas (Self-realized souls) are omniscient,
omnipresent and omnipotent. They abide in a state of constant union
with the universe. Even a blade of grass does not move without the
Mahatma's being aware of it because the Mahatma is totally one with
the Supreme
Consciousness that pervades all creation.
Thus it is that when the heart calls in earnest prayer, the Mahatma
responds, the universe responds; God responds. In Amma's presence,
we get to see this flow of energy over and over again, and almost
every person has a story to narrate of response to sincere prayer
and the flow of Amma's grace into their lives.
It was midday and darshan was midway through,
when a couple wheeled in their disabled son for darshan. At 18,
an age when fledglings stretch out their wings and explore life
on their own, Justin found himself bound to a life on a wheelchair
as a result of a motor vehicle accident which left him with severe
brain damage. As his family struggled to cope with the shattered
pieces of the life they knew, prayer became an important part of
their existence. As Justin's mother puts it, "Little did we know
that that half a world away, a small yet omniscient woman heard
our prayers and was already sending help."
Justin had been in a coma for a few months with little hope of
recovery when many surprisingly coincidental events led his family
to seek refuge in Amma. Soon, Justin emerged out of the coma and
other medical complications to be reunited with his family who have
been bringing him to see Amma ever since.
On this Monday morning, the family had come to pay their respects
to Mother and seek her blessings. As Justin was being wheeled into
Amma's presence, Amma noticed him from afar and kept stealing sweet
glances at him, trying to catch his eye. When he came close, Amma
stroked his arms. A new medication that Justin had been taking recently
had produced dramatic improvements, and for the very first time,
he could say a few words to Amma. "Om Namah Shivaya!" Justin announced
brightly, much to Amma's delight!
As Amma gathered him up in Her arms for darshan, he put his left
arm around Amma, drawing Her close to him as well, and for a moment,
mother and son hugged each other in a mutual embrace. "Pray, Pray…"
Amma told him. Like a river that had overflowed and broken its banks,
the long and loving darshan seemed to touch every onlooker, leaving
them with tears in their eyes.
Justin's slow recovery may not have been
the complete cure that his parents had hoped for when they first
came to Amma. But being with Amma has made them surrender and accept
his condition as a learning tool in their spiritual progress. Says
his mother acceptingly, "Our son has blessed us by shooting us through
a canon of agony on to the spiritual path." It is through such living
examples of surrender and acceptance that Amma shows us how to live
every moment of our life as a spiritual practice, living in a simple
acceptance of whatever it brings.
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